One click one meal

With just a click, one meal gets paid towards starvin' people around the world by donatin' to the World Food Programme. So i hope your guys can help by clickin' on the link below:

http://www.oneclickonemeal.com/

World food programme reached 86 million needy in 80 countries in 2007 alone, providin' them with food. This organisation is completely reliant on voluntary donations from people like us. So the least we can do now is by clickin' which each click will provide one meal to the needy fr sponsors. I've been doin' this everyday so i reckon i should post it here to share it with yr guys now. Pleaseee.... help together with me, thanks.

Hangover

Despite havin' a hangover fr last nite, i woke up rather early. I was worried if she cld wake up for her mornin' exam today. Wanted to msg but i didn't in the end. I shouldn't be so nosy, someone else wld do the job.

Today is Aunt's day of admission to the hospital. i hope she'll get well soon n be back with us. I m havin' a meetin' soon but my head feels kinda heavy. I really feel like givin' up n get back to Aust to work. I m still in the progress of finishin' this song, a gift for me. I m exhausted...

Ok givin' myself a slap in my face, (wakin' up) i wanna thank Dan who was there with me last nite, n Xue, Jess, Sharon n whoever who msged me to send their rgds last nite. Back to work!!

I m goin' crazy

I m goin' crazy. I feel ashamed of myself to be in love wif this gal who already haf a bf... n all these while i've been a 3rd party. She argued tat i m not... then wat am i? Or issit a norm to love two guys at the same time?? Or maybe all these while she has been takin' me as a normal friend. She still wanna meet me... this is drivin' me crazy. I think i m really goin' crazy... i still haf lotsa work on hand, aunt to worry abt, etc etc... i can't go down now!!!!! I shall leave her alone back to her bf, i know she'll not rem me when time goes by. Yes friends pls knock some senses into me.

Pray for Aunt Jen

Aunt Jen is goin' for a major op this week to remove the cancerous tumor in her body. The risk is extremely high n i m very worried n moody today. She told mum she doesn't wan us to visit her n tat hurts me most. I believe she doesn't wan us to see her in tat state. She always like to dress up like a celebrity n she jus wan us to rem her as tat. Tats nothin' i can do for her.. tat reminds me of tat day where grandma passed away n i helplessly watched her end her last breath. Ppl r leavin' me one by one, n today a friend asked me if we should stop contactin' each other for awhile. I wld if tat cld make them happier. Yes i believe time will prove everythin'.

Oh i've not finished with the song yet.. been busy lately!!! This song means alot to me. And I need 30 hrs a day instead of 24. Oh Jas is gonna be a mum soon... so envy her!!!! I didn't know she got married... so gd. I WANNA get married n be a dad too!!!!! SO COOL!!

Sunday

Went out 4 some work n met Dr Tay abt 9pm in the evenin'. We had supper n i really like the dishes at one of the hawker centres. I wanted to take pics but i only rem after we emptied the dishes. We ordered fish, veges, chicken wings, golden doufu (not golden in color but tats the name), soup, n rice. We went fishermen village for a drink after. I m quite happy tat he actually gave me some gd advises on my work. N i kinda thought of an approach to work on the exp... but not sure if it works. Thank ya very much Dr Tay.

So tired... n my goodness i m still awake at 2.30am in the mornin' n have been for consecutive dayssss... i believe i've been influenced or bein' infected by a monster virus. Dun get me? Nvm.

Suicide

I m writin' this of cos i m not contemplatin' suicide or euthanasia. But i finally understand how Alex felt. Weeks ago Alex told me he was kinda depressed with his work n was thinkin' of givin' up. He told me he was feelin' suicidal like many of us would. Of cos i was laughin' over it instead of pilin' weights on his shoulders. I asked him wat so big deal abt our work/experiment tat cld make him feel suicidal. Yes when the stress/pain exceeds the stress/pain copin' resources, suicidal feelin' is the result. It is not a defect of character n it's morally neutral. Today i get to understand tat feelin'.... i feel so tired... feel like renouncin' my work... n go away for awhile.

I m blessed with some awesome friends around me to make me grin like a kid. I wanna specially thanks to Sophia for cheerin' me up these few weeks... i m really touched by wat ya did for me. I know ya gonna be busy when ya touched down Singapore, with yr sistaaaaa..., bf, n so. Enjoy yrself k n study hard for yr final paper. N I wanna hereby apologize to ZL n the team for me leavin' early tonite. Yr guys did a very gd job btw.

六月的雨

Jess sent me her favorite song, i think i heard it somewhere before. I pretty like the lyrics.

六月的雨

Uncertainty

I was quite disturbed emotionally yesterday when a friend told me abt her uncertainty. I dun wanna be the villain who break ppl up or affect her decision. All these while I m a hidden secret...

Lotsa work which is gonna make me crazy... n i feel sooo suffocated. I m tired... n i'm havin' headache rite now. I've not prepared for my Vegas trip. I'll take more pics this time.

trophiesales.com

I've come across this interesting website to get Wresting trophies. You can either buy the wrestling trophies by completing the order form and submit or call at 708-535-9104.

Of course it includes other trophies for examples the Swimming trophies and Cheerleading trophies.

The site is a professional supplier of trophies, plaques, medals and awards. It offers the lowest possible prices in a nationally competitive environment. Check it out!!

Visitor Prof James Barber

Been hearin' abt him these few weeks n he's finally here Prof James Barber, Lee Kuan Yew distinguished visitor. Yes i attended his interestin' talk "Solar energy to fuels: If the leaf can do it, we can do it". Ok alittle more abt him, he joined Imperial College since 1968 n awarded an honorary doctorate of Stockholm University. He has published over 400 research papers n recently been elected President of the International Society of Photosynthesis Research.

Gd luck for yr examsss...

Today Sophia is havin' exam... n i m gonna wish her luck here. Do yr best!!

10 things I hate about you

Jus for fun i rem people askin' me wat i hate most abt gals, could be jus a friend, gf or wife. Got this urge to write it down.

Things i hate about gals (no priority order)
1) Makin' guys do their work/homework/assignments etc.
2) Who change their bf like they wld change clothes.
3) Comparin' me with their bf/ex-bf/lover etc.
4) Lie abt anythin'.
5) Yellin' on their cellphones like anyone really gives a crap wat they're talkin' abt.
6) Schizophrenic who think every guys will fall for her beauty n she gets everythin' she wans.
7) Overwhelm me with questions as though they are gonna marry to me.
8) Try to appear smart/elegant/educated but its painfully obvious they're a dumbass (at least to me, i dun buy it).
9) Makin' guys pay exhoribitant prices for anythin' they like.
10) Rude n still think they r rite as if that person deserves it.

Hmm... to be frank i won't be impressed by a gal's beauty or intelligence. Everyone is unique n if ya like someone ya like wat he/she is. Same goes to the way people look at me. I loathe it when gals tellin' me tat they feel inferior with me. Come on i m jus a human like anyone of ya, my blood is RED too.... not purple!!!

I also rem Jess askin' me this que, "Wld ya mind to have a gal as yr gf/wife if she is a mum, smokes, n watever bad things ya cld think abt?" I ans her no if i really like her. Few days ago a friend told me she got a miscarriage b4 n stuff. I didn't scorn her or so but in fact i thought she was valiant n honest to me... i added credits on her for tat rather than scornin' her. Its difficult to find someone who is so frank to me, rather than tryin' to impress me with anythin' they cld. Ok anyway we had a tiff bcos i really dislike her comparin' me with her ex-bfssssss.... n tat wasn't the 1st time she did tat. (E.g. he is the same as ya for this... n tat.., oh n this one he looks abit like ya... etc etc.).

I m terrifically busy lately. Conf paper submission due in less than two weeks, preparation for my presentation in Vegas, help Chris compose this unfinished song, mark assignments, etc.

Awesome evenin'

Had an awesome evenin' with Chris, ZL and the rest. We were doin' rock band at Chris's place, oh yeah crank it loud!! Yes was hilarious n gratifying at least to our dear friends out there. I enjoyed myself with these ppl, esp after a day of dreary work. I drank only a tad compared to most of them, they were like cravin' for drinks. =) I had been questioned on the "Perth sweetheart" the whole nite... i dunno who came out with this Perth sweetheart hearsay n come on it doesn't exist.